deafening silence
My AC is off and the silence in my room is deafening. I can tell its a Monday night since I don’t hear any thumping music from my neighbors. A cold gloomy day today made me cuddle in bed right after class. Two pillows on each side and a never ending stream of tv shows on Hulu. I finally took the mountain of clothes off my study chair and rearranged a few things on my study table to actually make me do work. It took longer for me to actually start the work and I was out of it in less than 20 mins. Honestly, I don’t even know why I’m creating a blog post. I guess the silence in my room is making me hear my thoughts better. I stare at the shadows my night stand makes. It is blurry just like the vision of dreams in head. Where to go from here? I have no clue. But until then, I will try not to kill myself in the process.
We live in a generation of not being love and not being together. But we sure make it feel like we’re together because we’re scared to see each other with somebody else. :(
I’m out of touch, I’m out of love
I’ll pick you up when you’re getting down
And out of all these things I’ve done I think I love you better now
I’m out of sight, I’m out of mind
I’ll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I’ve done I think I love you better now
Why can’t we be together? Why? I just can’t comprehend that.
Drool.
Since my life has been blessed with love, I feel no regret at meeting death.
My heart is yours to fill or bust, to break or bury, or wear as jewerly. Whichever you prefer.
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